Sleepless nights

No sleep,

weird dreams,

feels like 

Im in a trance.

White walker,

silent observer,

from the moment,

I get out of bed.

Heavy heart, 

heavy chest, 

ruminating,

In my head.

Wondering if,

wondering when,

time to burst,

these thought bubbles instead.

Watching time,

stopping on a dime,

for everything else,

but what's mine.

I got selfish needs,

goals and dreams,

don't need to feel, 

anything less than real.

Gotta wake up, 

get out of bed, 

get these ideas,

out of my head.

Tomorrows a mystery,

yesterday’s history,

today’s a gift,

enough said.